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Young Adventure
by
Stephen Vincent Benet

- I am a shell. From me you shall not hear
- The splendid tramplings of insistent drums,
- The orbed gold of the viol's voice that comes,
- Heavy with radiance, languorous and clear.
- Yet, if you hold me close against the ear,
- A dim, far whisper rises clamorously,
- The thunderous beat and passion of the sea,
- The slow surge of the tides that drown the mere.
- Others with subtle hands may pluck the strings,
- Making even Love in music audible,
- And earth one glory. I am but a shell
- That moves, not of itself, and moving sings;
- Leaving a fragrance, faint as wine new-shed,
- A tremulous murmur from great days long dead.

- Eternally the choking steam goes up
- From the black pools of seething oil. . . .
- How merry
- Those little devils are! They've stolen the pitchfork
- From Bel, there, as he slept . . . Look! -- oh look, look!
- They've got at Nero! Oh it isn't fair!
- Lord, how he squeals! Stop it . . . it's, well -- indecent!
- But funny! . . . See, Bel's waked. They'll catch it now!
- . . . Eternally that stifling reek arises,
- Blotting the dome with smoky, terrible towers,
- Black, strangling trees, whispering obscene things
- Amongst their branches, clutching with maimed hands,
- Or oozing slowly, like blind tentacles
- Up to the gates; higher than that heaped brick
- Man piled to smite the sun. And all around
- Are devils. One can laugh . . . but that hunched shape
- The face one stone, like those Assyrian kings!
- One sees in carvings, watching men flayed red
- Horribly laughable in leaps and writhes;
- That face -- utterly evil, clouded round
- With evil like a smoke -- it turns smiles sour!
- . . . And Nero there, the flabby cheeks astrain
- And sweating agony . . . long agony . . .
- Imperishable, unappeasable
- For ever . . . well . . . it droops the mouth. Till I
- Look up.
- There's one blue patch no smoke dares touch.
- Sky, clear, ineffable, alive with light,
- Always the same . . .
- Before, I never knew
- Rest and green peace.
- She stands there in the sun.
- . . . It seems so quaint she should have long gold wings.
- I never have got used -- folded across
- Her breast, or fluttering with fierce, pure light,
- Like shaken steel. Her crown too. Well, it's queer!
- And then she never cared much for the harp
- On earth. Here, though . . .
- She is all peace, all quiet,
- All passionate desires, the eloquent thunder
- Of new, glad suns, shouting aloud for joy,
- Over fresh worlds and clean, trampling the air
- Like stooping hawks, to the long wind of horns,
- Flung from the bastions of Eternity . . .
- And she is the low lake, drowsy and gentle,
- And good words spoken from the tongues of friends,
- And calmness in the evening, and deep thoughts,
- Falling like dreams from the stars' solemn mouths.
- All these.
- They said she was unfaithful once.
- Or I remembered it -- and so, for that,
- I lie here, I suppose. Yes, so they said.
- You see she is so troubled, looking down,
- Sorrowing deeply for my torments. I
- Of course, feel nothing while I see her -- save
- That sometimes when I think the matter out,
- And what earth-people said of us, of her,
- It seems as if I must be, here, in heaven,
- And she --
- . . . Then I grow proud; and suddenly
- There comes a splatter of oil against my skin,
- Hurting this time. And I forget my pride:
- And my face writhes.
- Some day the little ladder
- Of white words that I build up, up, to her
- May fetch me out. Meanwhile it isn't bad. . . .
- But what a sense of humor God must have!

- The moon, a sweeping scimitar, dipped in the stormy straits,
- The dawn, a crimson cataract, burst through the eastern gates,
- The cliffs were robed in scarlet, the sands were cinnabar,
- Where first two men spread wings for flight and dared the hawk afar.
- There stands the cunning workman, the crafty past all praise,
- The man who chained the Minotaur, the man who built the Maze.
- His young son is beside him and the boy's face is a light,
- A light of dawn and wonder and of valor infinite.
- Their great vans beat the cloven air, like eagles they mount up,
- Motes in the wine of morning, specks in a crystal cup,
- And lest his wings should melt apace old Daedalus flies low,
- But Icarus beats up, beats up, he goes where lightnings go.
- He cares no more for warnings, he rushes through the sky,
- Braving the crags of ether, daring the gods on high,
- Black 'gainst the crimson sunset, golden o'er cloudy snows,
- With all Adventure in his heart the first winged man arose.
- Dropping gold, dropping gold, where the mists of morning rolled,
- On he kept his way undaunted, though his breaths were stabs of cold,
- Through the mystery of dawning that no mortal may behold.
- Now he shouts, now he sings in the rapture of his wings,
- And his great heart burns intenser with the strength of his desire,
- As he circles like a swallow, wheeling, flaming, gyre on gyre.
- Gazing straight at the sun, half his pilgrimage is done,
- And he staggers for a moment, hurries on, reels backward, swerves
- In a rain of scattered feathers as he falls in broken curves.
- Icarus, Icarus, though the end is piteous,
- Yet forever, yea, forever we shall see thee rising thus,
- See the first supernal glory, not the ruin hideous.
- You were Man, you who ran farther than our eyes can scan,
- Man absurd, gigantic, eager for impossible Romance,
- Overthrowing all Hell's legions with one warped and broken lance.
- On the highest steeps of Space he will have his dwelling-place,
- In those far, terrific regions where the cold comes down like Death
- Gleams the red glint of his pinions, smokes the vapor of his breath.
- Floating downward, very clear, still the echoes reach the ear
- Of a little tune he whistles and a little song he sings,
- Mounting, mounting still, triumphant, on his torn and broken wings!

- My friend went to the piano; spun the stool
- A little higher; left his pipe to cool;
- Picked up a fat green volume from the chest;
- And propped it open.
- Whitely without rest,
- His fingers swept the keys that flashed like swords,
- . . . And to the brute drums of barbarian hordes,
- Roaring and thunderous and weapon-bare,
- An army stormed the bastions of the air!
- Dreadful with banners, fire to slay and parch,
- Marching together as the lightnings march,
- And swift as storm-clouds. Brazen helms and cars
- Clanged to a fierce resurgence of old wars
- Above the screaming horns. In state they passed,
- Trampling and splendid on and sought the vast --
- Rending the darkness like a leaping knife,
- The flame, the noble pageant of our life!
- The burning seal that stamps man's high indenture
- To vain attempt and most forlorn adventure;
- Romance, and purple seas, and toppling towns,
- And the wind's valiance crying o'er the downs;
- That nerves the silly hand, the feeble brain,
- From the loose net of words to deeds again
- And to all courage! Perilous and sharp
- The last chord shook me as wind shakes a harp!
- . . . And my friend swung round on his stool, and from gods we were men,
- "How pretty!" we said; and went on with our talk again.

(A Pharaoh Speaks.)
- I said, "Why should a pyramid
- Stand always dully on its base?
- I'll change it! Let the top be hid,
- The bottom take the apex-place!"
- And as I bade they did.
- The people flocked in, scores on scores,
- To see it balance on its tip.
- They praised me with the praise that bores,
- My godlike mind on every lip.
- -- Until it fell, of course.
- And then they took my body out
- From my crushed palace, mad with rage,
- -- Well, half the town WAS wrecked, no doubt --
- Their crazy anger to assuage
- By dragging it about.
- The end? Foul birds defile my skull.
- The new king's praises fill the land.
- He clings to precept, simple, dull;
- HIS pyramids on bases stand.
- But -- Lord, how usual!

- There is darkness behind the light -- and the pale light drips
- Cold on vague shapes and figures, that, half-seen loom
- Like the carven prows of proud, far-triumphing ships --
- And the firelight wavers and changes about the room,
- As the three logs crackle and burn with a small still sound;
- Half-blotting with dark the deeper dark of her hair,
- Where she lies, head pillowed on arm, and one hand curved round
- To shield the white face and neck from the faint thin glare.
- Gently she breathes -- and the long limbs lie at ease,
- And the rise and fall of the young, slim, virginal breast
- Is as certain-sweet as the march of slow wind through trees,
- Or the great soft passage of clouds in a sky at rest.
- I kneel, and our arms enlace, and we kiss long, long.
- I am drowned in her as in sleep. There is no more pain.
- Only the rustle of flames like a broken song
- That rings half-heard through the dusty halls of the brain.
- One shaking and fragile moment of ecstasy,
- While the grey gloom flutters and beats like an owl above.
- And I would not move or speak for the sea or the sky
- Or the flame-bright wings of the miraculous Dove!

- Gods, what a black, fierce day! The clouds were iron,
- Wrenched to strange, rugged shapes; the red sun winked
- Over the rough crest of the hairy wood
- In angry scorn; the grey road twisted, kinked,
- Like a sick serpent, seeming to environ
- The trees with magic. All the wood was still --
- Cracked, crannied pines bent like malicious cripples
- Before the gusty wind; they seemed to nose,
- Nudge, poke each other, cackling with ill mirth --
- Enchantment's days were over -- sh! -- Suppose
- That crouching log there, where the white light stipples
- Should -- break its quiet! WAS THAT CRIMSON -- EARTH?
- It smirched the ground like a lewd whisper, "Danger!" --
- I hunched my cloak about me -- then, appalled,
- Turned ice and fire by turns -- for -- someone stirred
- The brown, dry needles sharply! Terror crawled
- Along my spine, as forth there stepped -- a Stranger!
- And all the pines crooned like a drowsy bird!
- His stock was black. His great shoe-buckles glistened.
- His fur cuffs ended in a sheen of rings.
- And underneath his coat a case bulged blackly --
- He swept his beaver in a rush of wings!
- Then took the fiddle out, and, as I listened,
- Tightened and tuned the yellowed strings, hung slackly.
- Ping! Pang! The clear notes swooped and curved and darted,
- Rising like gulls. Then, with a finger skinny,
- He rubbed the bow with rosin, said, "Your pardon
- Signor! -- Maestro Nicolo Paganini
- They used to call me! Tchk! -- The cold grips hard on
- A poor musician's fingers!" -- His lips parted.
- A tortured soul screamed suddenly and loud,
- From the brown, quivering case! Then, faster, faster,
- Dancing in flame-like whorls, wild, beating, screaming,
- The music wailed unutterable disaster;
- Heartbroken murmurs from pale lips once proud,
- Dead, choking moans from hearts once nobly dreaming.
- Till all resolved in anguish -- died away
- Upon one minor chord, and was resumed
- In anguish; fell again to a low cry,
- Then rose triumphant where the white fires fumed,
- Terrible, marching, trampling, reeling, gay,
- Hurling mad, broken legions down to die
- Through everlasting hells -- The tears were salt
- Upon my fingers -- Then, I saw, behind
- The fury of the player, all the trees
- Crouched like violinists, boughs crooked, jerking, blind,
- Sweeping mad bows to music without fault,
- Grey cheeks to greyer fiddles, withered knees.
- Gasping, I fled! -- but still that devilish tune
- Stunned ears and brain alike -- till clouds of dust
- Blotted the picture, and the noise grew dim --
- Shaking, I reached the town -- and turned -- in trust --
- Wind-smitten, dread, against the sky-line's rim,
- Black, dragon branches whipped below a moon!

- After the whipping he crawled into bed,
- Accepting the harsh fact with no great weeping.
- How funny uncle's hat had looked striped red!
- He chuckled silently. The moon came, sweeping
- A black, frayed rag of tattered cloud before
- In scorning; very pure and pale she seemed,
- Flooding his bed with radiance. On the floor
- Fat motes danced. He sobbed, closed his eyes and dreamed.
- Warm sand flowed round him. Blurts of crimson light
- Splashed the white grains like blood. Past the cave's mouth
- Shone with a large, fierce splendor, wildly bright,
- The crooked constellations of the South;
- Here the Cross swung; and there, affronting Mars,
- The Centaur stormed aside a froth of stars.
- Within, great casks, like wattled aldermen,
- Sighed of enormous feasts, and cloth of gold
- Glowed on the walls like hot desire. Again,
- Beside webbed purples from some galleon's hold,
- A black chest bore the skull and bones in white
- Above a scrawled "Gunpowder!" By the flames,
- Decked out in crimson, gemmed with syenite,
- Hailing their fellows with outrageous names,
- The pirates sat and diced. Their eyes were moons.
- "Doubloons!" they said. The words crashed gold. "Doubloons!"

- He lay within a warm, soft world
- Of motion. Colors bloomed and fled,
- Maroon and turquoise, saffron, red,
- Wave upon wave that broke and whirled
- To vanish in the grey-green gloom,
- Perspectiveless and shadowy.
- A bulging world that had no walls,
- A flowing world, most like the sea,
- Compassing all infinity
- Within a shapeless, ebbing room,
- An endless tide that swells and falls . . .
- He slept and woke and slept again.
- As a veil drops Time dropped away;
- Space grew a toy for children's play,
- Sleep bolted fast the gates of Sense --
- He lay in naked impotence;
- Like a drenched moth that creeps and crawls
- Heavily up brown, light-baked walls,
- To fall in wreck, her task undone,
- Yet somehow striving toward the sun.
- So, as he slept, his hands clenched tighter,
- Shut in the old way of the fighter,
- His feet curled up to grip the ground,
- His muscles tautened for a bound;
- And though he felt, and felt alone,
- Strange brightness stirred him to the bone,
- Cravings to rise -- till deeper sleep
- Buried the hope, the call, the leap;
- A wind puffed out his mind's faint spark.
- He was absorbed into the dark.
- He woke again and felt a surge
- Within him, a mysterious urge
- That grew one hungry flame of passion;
- The whole world altered shape and fashion.
- Deceived, befooled, bereft and torn,
- He scourged the heavens with his scorn,
- Lifting a bitter voice to cry
- Against the eternal treachery --
- Till, suddenly, he found the breast,
- And ceased, and all things were at rest,
- The earth grew one warm languid sea
- And he a wave. Joy, tingling, crept
- Throughout him. He was quenched and slept.
- So, while the moon made broad her ring,
- He slept and cried and was a king.
- So, worthily, he acted o'er
- The endless miracle once more.
- Facing immense adventures daily,
- He strove still onward, weeping, gaily,
- Conquered or fled from them, but grew
- As soil-starved, rough pine-saplings do.
- Till, one day, crawling seemed suspect.
- He gripped the air and stood erect
- And splendid. With immortal rage
- He entered on man's heritage!

"Ah, did you once see Shelley plain?" -- Browning.
- "Shelley? Oh, yes, I saw him often then,"
- The old man said. A dry smile creased his face
- With many wrinkles. "That's a great poem, now!
- That one of Browning's! Shelley? Shelley plain?
- The time that I remember best is this --
- A thin mire crept along the rutted ways,
- And all the trees were harried by cold rain
- That drove a moment fiercely and then ceased,
- Falling so slow it hung like a grey mist
- Over the school. The walks were like blurred glass.
- The buildings reeked with vapor, black and harsh
- Against the deepening darkness of the sky;
- And each lamp was a hazy yellow moon,
- Filling the space about with golden motes,
- And making all things larger than they were.
- One yellow halo hung above a door,
- That gave on a black passage. Round about
- Struggled a howling crowd of boys, pell-mell,
- Pushing and jostling like a stormy sea,
- With shouting faces, turned a pasty white
- By the strange light, for foam. They all had clods,
- Or slimy balls of mud. A few gripped stones.
- And there, his back against the battered door,
- His pile of books scattered about his feet,
- Stood Shelley while two others held him fast,
- And the clods beat upon him. `Shelley! Shelley!'
- The high shouts rang through all the corridors,
- `Shelley! Mad Shelley! Come along and help!'
- And all the crowd dug madly at the earth,
- Scratching and clawing at the streaming mud,
- And fouled each other and themselves. And still
- Shelley stood up. His eyes were like a flame
- Set in some white, still room; for all his face
- Was white, a whiteness like no human color,
- But white and dreadful as consuming fire.
- His hands shook now and then, like slender cords
- Which bear too heavy weights. He did not speak.
- So I saw Shelley plain."
- "And you?" I said.
- "I? I threw straighter than the most of them,
- And had firm clods. I hit him -- well, at least
- Thrice in the face. He made good sport that night."

- I shall go away
- To the brown hills, the quiet ones,
- The vast, the mountainous, the rolling,
- Sun-fired and drowsy!
- My horse snuffs delicately
- At the strange wind;
- He settles to a swinging trot; his hoofs tramp the dust.
- The road winds, straightens,
- Slashes a marsh,
- Shoulders out a bridge,
- Then --
- Again the hills.
- Unchanged, innumerable,
- Bowing huge, round backs;
- Holding secret, immense converse:
- In gusty voices,
- Fruitful, fecund, toiling
- Like yoked black oxen.
- The clouds pass like great, slow thoughts
- And vanish
- In the intense blue.
- My horse lopes; the saddle creaks and sways.
- A thousand glittering spears of sun slant from on high.
- The immensity, the spaces,
- Are like the spaces
- Between star and star.
- The hills sleep.
- If I put my hand on one,
- I would feel the vast heave of its breath.
- I would start away before it awakened
- And shook the world from its shoulders.
- A cicada's cry deepens the hot silence.
- The hills open
- To show a slope of poppies,
- Ardent, noble, heroic,
- A flare, a great flame of orange;
- Giving sleepy, brittle scent
- That stings the lungs.
- A creeping wind slips through them like a ferret; they bow and dance,
- answering Beauty's voice . . .
- The horse whinnies. I dismount
- And tie him to the grey worn fence.
- I set myself against the javelins of grass and sun;
- And climb the rounded breast,
- That flows like a sea-wave.
- The summit crackles with heat, there is no shelter, no hollow from
- the flagellating glare.
- I lie down and look at the sky, shading my eyes.
- My body becomes strange, the sun takes it and changes it, it does not feel,
- it is like the body of another.
- The air blazes. The air is diamond.
- Small noises move among the grass . . .
- Blackly,
- A hawk mounts, mounts in the inane
- Seeking the star-road,
- Seeking the end . . .
- But there is no end.
- Here, in this light, there is no end. . . .

(For G. H.)
- Say, does that stupid earth
- Where they have laid her,
- Bind still her sullen mirth,
- Mirth which betrayed her?
- Do the lush grasses hold,
- Greenly and glad,
- That brittle-perfect gold
- She alone had?
- Smugly the common crew,
- Over their knitting,
- Mourn her -- as butchers do
- Sheep-throats they're slitting!
- She was my enemy,
- One of the best of them.
- Would she come back to me,
- God damn the rest of them!
- Damn them, the flabby, fat,
- Sleek little darlings!
- We gave them tit for tat,
- Snarlings for snarlings!
- Squashy pomposities,
- Shocked at our violence,
- Let not one tactful hiss
- Break her new silence!
- Maids of antiquity,
- Look well upon her;
- Ice was her chastity,
- Spotless her honor.
- Neighbors, with breasts of snow,
- Dames of much virtue,
- How she could flame and glow!
- Lord, how she hurt you!
- She was a woman, and
- Tender -- at times!
- (Delicate was her hand)
- One of her crimes!
- Hair that strayed elfinly,
- Lips red as haws,
- You, with the ready lie,
- Was that the cause?
- Rest you, my enemy,
- Slain without fault,
- Life smacks but tastelessly
- Lacking your salt!
- Stuck in a bog whence naught
- May catapult me,
- Come from the grave, long-sought,
- Come and insult me!
- WE knew that sugared stuff
- Poisoned the other;
- Rough as the wind is rough,
- Sister and brother!
- Breathing the ether clear
- Others forlorn have found --
- Oh, for that peace austere
- She and her scorn have found!

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